To my darling Rough Collies: Rockie my darling you came into my life at the age of 8 and I lost you 4 weeks ago aged 14. Tess my angel I lost you two days ago after 14.5 years together. The grief is beyond words. I cannot take in what has happened. You made me complete and my life what it was - together we so trusted each other and made each other so happy. I loved you both more that it should be possible. I wonder how I can live without you in my life but I have to go on for the sake of Suki and Honey. I know we will see each other again. I asked you for a sign and you immediately send down a robin - a sign you know I would recognise; thank you my darlings. I do hope you are ok. Love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx